I have become someone I never wanted to be and I didn’t even know it.
As I stand in front of the mirror I don’t even recognise myself anymore and frankly speaking I don’t even think I ever did… (I know, cliche)
What I do know is I’ve lost something…
I’ve lost so much and I don’t think I can ever get it back.
I’m now struggling to find things of value I have gained or learned in the midst of this grief and sadness. This endless grief and sadness.
Where do I go from here?